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[21 May 2006|02:44am] |
i think i am going crazy.
i used to crave drama (mainly because i'ma boring sadass twit and have nothing fun to ever do) but i don't like it any more.
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[01 Apr 2006|01:38am] |
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damn. i'm really sick of making entries like this where i curse at the world for being so fast but guys..
IT'S APRIL ALREADY.
WHAT THE FUCK?
i really really really really really think i have that whole michael jackson disorder. not the one where i wanna look like a dead lady but the peter pan complex w/e it's called where i never ever wanna grow up. i'm practically nineteen and it sucks. and it doesn't just suck in the "i wish i was 15 again" way, it sucks because it's as if i DONT KNOW HOW to grow up.
and it's weird because i used to be such a grade A nerd with my plans all laid out with everything i wanna acheive and everything i'm gonna do and all of that's just.. disappeared. and i'm so bored of doing nothing anymore. and damn i miss college and i really regret dropping out, and i just don't like how the only fun thing to do around here these days is sit on milennium bridge talking to homelss dudes and old gypsy women.
where did my friends disappear to?
and where the hell has the years gone?
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[30 Mar 2006|06:32pm] |
ive been extremely bored for the past few or five days.
buuut some stranger who i spoke to late last night asked me where i lived, and when i told them they kept on typing OMG OMG OMG REALLY? like yeaah really i do as if it's some sort of makebelieve place or some shit.
aaaaaaand they cured my boredom for today cos i totally woke up and googled where i live.
( cut cut cut )
and heeeeeey guess what
that so didnt make me any less bored.
-mr mikey.
oh!! and yo, shoutout to miss mackenzie. 'cos i can. hahaha.
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| i found a book on how to be invisible |
[24 Mar 2006|07:05pm] |
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you take a pinch of keyhole
and fold yourself up
you cut along a dotted line
you think inside out
you jump around three times
you jump into the mirror
and you’re invisible
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[10 Mar 2006|07:04am] |
i hate it when i set my vcr and wake up wanting to watch karen sisco but i'm a dork and forgot to put a tape in.
somebody should recommend a book to me. i haven't read for ages and i used to be pretty freaking smart, but now i feel slightly less smart, and an awesome book that makes me use my brain would be nice.
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[08 Mar 2006|09:26am] |
emoemoemo
i hate the way i have to keep on disowning all of my favorite bands, just because they remind me of how much it is you suck. and now.. now i hear you are all over the upcoming my ruin uk tour dvd. and it is like damn, mikey; maybe you should just write a list of cds and shit you just are not allowed to buy anymore.
however, i love the way i have almost completely forgotten how your skin/body/everything felt against me. and that is fucking ace, okay? yes. yes, it is.
/emoemoemo
damn good morning and i am stinking like i have been sweating for the last 17 hours. hello, shower, here i come.
wow, that just reminded me of how i used to hold one-sided conversations with my refridgerator.. like two years ago.
cheerio chaps.
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[06 Mar 2006|03:40pm] |
i feel like becoming a police officer or something just so i can order people not to come in my fucking room without permission and move things and sure, sure, you wanna go on the internet? fine, fine.. go ahead, but don't freaking pull things out and turn sockets off and open my windows and move my phone and break my speakers and complain about how darn smokey it is in here. i mean, if you are gonna do shit like that, at least have the common decency to ask me first.
now my internet isn't working properly for only bill gates knows why and i can't sign into any secure site or whatever and check my email or just waste the day away talking to the cool people out there who really do exist and aren't honestly just figments of my imagination on msn or something.
i wish i could be more real and talk about me and what i do and who my real friends are and how some guy asked me out next week and all that crap in this journal but i dunno, i just feel more comfortable bitching and talking about my irks, i guess.
i feel like emailing my little brother (because we don't actually talk and haven't for a few years 'cos his father is a prick) just to say how much nicer it is to hear him and his girlfriend fucking than it is to hear them shouting at eachother and throwing things around.
anyway, i'm gonna go watch countdown and then deal or no deal and then make something to eat, probably nothing, and see if there's anything going on in this city, i both hate and fucking love all at the same time, tonight.
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[03 Mar 2006|03:02am] |
woah, emma kennedy is.. i feel like saying "the shit" but i think i'll go with "da bomb".
or is that too 1999?
anyway;
09:34 01/Mar/06
is it weird for a silly gay teenage boy like me to have the hugest crush on you ever, or does this kind of thing happen a lot?
15:17 02/Mar/06
No. It is not weird. The gays love me so please carry on. You complete me.
Mikey - why don't me send me in an ultimate cd list and a picture of yourself for the Hall of fame? I would like that a lot.
EmmaK
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ahahaaha she's awesome. whooooooo? i hear you say? who?! haha.
and wow i just realised what a procrastinator i am. i was supposed to be sleeping an hour ago.
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[02 Mar 2006|04:26am] |
okay so maybe i have some fucking unresolved anger issues from back when you said you were straight and all i really was to you was a fucking sex toy, even after stupid months of believing you were SO TOTALLY IT, but kent is not in london so fuck off out like you're living here again 'cos i'm really not in the mood for being used anymore.
damn damn damn i really really hate this whole thing and fuck i'm really reconsidering the whole needs therapy thing. and atleast my excuse this time won't be 'cause lee thinks i'm too crazycrazy to ever get with him. 'cos wow i'm that fucking desperate to get laid these days that i need to see a fucking therapist first before anyone wants to get anywhere near me? and well yeah, that was an EXCUSE. and being pretty damn messed up in the head should qualify as reason enough. huh?
i need to quit being so emoteen. i swear it's not good for your health or something. like throwing up like a supermodel and smoking like a crackwhore ever was anyway. ha. yeah.
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| what ive done today |
[28 Feb 2006|05:40pm] |
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today i woke up. and then i fell down the stairs.
now i'm sitting on my ass in my room 'cos it hurts too much to even try and walk.
how has everybody elses day been so far?
edit: gee,i totally forgot to wish everybody a happy pancake day. what the significance of it is, i really don't care.
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